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2018.06.14 Thu
How about spend 10 years time to try smoothly using French?
As a lazy learner I guess this decade should be long enough. :P
 
2018.05.28 Mon
在英國,如果你努力工作,只要沒有打算賺大錢,半心半意節制著些許的生活開銷,就能過上類似中產階級的愜意生活。偶爾還能假裝貴族,看幾場舞台劇或是坐火車到離倫敦遠一點點的南方來個小旅行。

在台灣就不一樣了,再怎麼小心謹慎,最後都會隨便成為庶民。兢兢業業的省下不健康的手搖飲料費,回頭還是會讓便利商店的餐盒價位嚇出一身冷汗。洋芋片也不簡單,差不多是一盒涼麵了,前者心一狠才吃的起、後者心再狠也吃不飽。

有時餓了,必須要填飽肚子的時候會突然覺得唉自己真是個賠錢貨,真沒出息的那樣程度的哀傷。
 
2018.05.17 Thu
Wow nearly 4 months haven't touch my kindle till today, it still work smoothly as a brand new model, how come?! Hail Amazon!😂😂😂😂😂

The first thing is : I must open my laptop and download the last Jedi...paperbook already purchased in 2 months long but not even finish the first chapter(sob

Bring it on!!!
 
2018.04.13 Fri
I'm not living for the moment.
What the shit happened again and I haven't notice that until today?
Better get out of here.
 
Ha
2017.10.27 Fri
Most sales here are liar, give fause information and untrained-well skills to sale products.
Hmmm...try lay down myself just once.
Anyway time will tell, that's see.
 
2017.10.21 Sat
Got 4 kilograms in 6 months' shitty job, but lost 3 kilograms only in 1 month.
Depress could easy kill you hard and took the health away from you.

Thanks God my pants finally suitable again as before but my bra became loosely too. Lol
 
2017.10.19 Thu
Looking for a decent job in Taiwan such a pain in ass.
The situation makes me so fucking frustrated. Coldplay suitable when the life sucks as ash. :p



Gravity - Coldplay

Gravity 4'40"
Lyrics/Melody: Chris Martin

Honey, It's been a long time coming, and I can't stop now
Such a long time running, and I can't stop now
Do you hear my heart beating? Can you hear that sound?
Cause I can't help thinking, and I don't look down

And then I looked up at the sun, and I could see
Oh the way that gravity turns for you and me
And then I looked up at the sky, and saw the sun
And the way that gravity pulls on everyone, on everyone

Baby, It's been a long time waiting, Such a long, long time
And I can't stop smiling, no I can't stop now
But do you hear my heart beating? Oh can you hear that sound?
Cause I can't help crying, and I won't look down

And then I looked up at the sun, and I could see
Oh the way that gravity turns on you and me
And then I looked up at the sun, and saw the sky
And the way that gravity pulls on you and I, on you and I

Can you hear my heart beating? Can you hear that sound?
Cause I can't help crying, and I won't look down
http://natalia-cross.blogspot.tw/2006/12/song-embracegravity.html

親愛的 已經花了太多時間 我無法抑止
持續了那麼久 我無法抑止
你聽見我的心跳了嗎 你聽見心跳聲了嗎
因為我不禁想著 我不願放棄 

而我仰望艷陽 我能看見
地心引力為了你我如何運轉
然後我仰望天空 看見太陽
看見地心引力如何緊扣著每個人 每個人

寶貝 已經等待了太久 真的太久太久
而我無法停止微笑 我無法抑止
但你聽見我的心跳了嗎 你聽見心跳聲了嗎
因為我不禁落淚 我不願放棄

而我仰望艷陽 我能看見
地心引力在你我之間如何運轉
然後我仰望艷陽 看見天空
看見地心引力如何緊扣著你我 你和我

你能聽見我的心跳嗎 你聽見心跳聲了嗎
我不禁落淚 我不願放棄
 
2017.10.14 Sat
‘Jesus Christ Superstar’ Set as NBC’s Next Live Musical

NBC has selected “Jesus Christ Superstar” as the next live musical to head to the network, Variety has learned.

The show follows in the footsteps of NBC’s successful run of live musical events, including “Sound of Music Live,” “Peter Pan Live,” “The Wiz Live,” and most recently, “Hairspray Live.”

All of NBC’s former live musicals have aired during December as a holiday special. In contract, “Jesus Christ Superstar Live!” will air on Easter Sunday next year, April 1, 2018.

Based on the 1971 Broadway rock opera, “Jesus Christ Superstar Live!” will be executive produced by original creators Andrew Lloyd Webber and Tim Rice, who will also provide music and lyrics for NBC’s show. In addition to the duo, musical vets Marc Platt of “La La Land,” plus Craig Zadan and Neil Meron, who have both worked with the network on past musicals, are also on board as executive producers.

No stars have been announced, but casting is underway and NBC is looking to cast authentic recording artists.

“As we continue to expand the profile of our live musicals, we are thrilled to be partnering with Andrew Lloyd Webber and Tim Rice to bring a new live staging of the iconic ‘Jesus Christ Superstar’ to NBC,” said Robert Greenblatt, chairman of NBC Entertainment. “Casting has just begun, but we want to fill out this classic show with as many recording artists as possible to give proper voice to what is the original rock opera score.”

The musical first opened at the Mark Hellinger Theatre on Broadway in 1971 and starred Jeff Fenholt as Jesus and Ben Vereen as Judas, and was nominated for five Tony Awards that year. Prior to making its way to the stage, the musical was originally conceived as a concept album that hit no. 1 on the Billboard charts. Since then, the show has been performed in nearly 20 countries and translated into 18 different languages. In the 46 years since its debut, “Jesus Christ Superstar” has been revived many times, including Tony-nominated runs in 2000 and 2012.

“Jesus Christ Superstar” is not the first religious-themed musical to head to the broadcast networks on Easter weekend. Last year, Tyler Perry brought “The Passion” to Fox, which was a partially live modern spin on the story of Jesus Christ’s last hours, though the one-night event garnered mixed reviews and did not bring in a large audience.

For NBC, the network now has a few live shows in deck in addition to “Jesus Christ Superstar” — a live adaptation of Aaron Sorkin’s “A Few Good Men” is expected to debut later this year, along with a live musical version of “Bye Bye Birdie,” starring Jennifer Lopez.

“Jesus Christ Superstar Live!” hails from Universal Television, the Really Useful Group, Marc Platt Productions, and Storyline Entertainment.

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必須等!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
2017.10.06 Fri
知更鳥的賭注 / 尤.奈斯博
復仇女神的懲罰 / 尤.奈斯博
新手 / 瑞蒙.卡佛
大教堂 / 瑞蒙.卡佛
小陌生人 / 莎拉.華特斯
綠蒂在威瑪 / 托瑪斯.曼
筆電愛情 / 珍奈.溫特森
重擔 / 珍奈.溫特森
蟑螂 / 尤.奈斯博
神鬼獵人 / 麥克.龐可
蝙蝠 / 尤.奈斯博
黃昏老爸的煩惱習題 / 馬克.海登
來人啊! / 泰瑞.普萊契
書店怪問 / 珍.坎貝爾
寂地 / 彼德.海勒
管家 / 瑪麗蓮.羅賓遜
萊拉 / 瑪莉蓮.羅賓遜
家園 / 瑪莉蓮.羅賓遜
我是海明威的巴黎妻子 / 寶拉.麥克蓮
時間的空隙 / 珍奈.溫特森
血巫孽種 / 瑪格麗特.愛特伍
村上收音機. 3, 喜歡吃沙拉的獅子 / 村上春樹
派特的幸福劇本 / 馬修.魁克
獨角人 / 詹姆士.萊思登
洛麗塔 / 納波科夫
幸福大道 / 理查.葉慈
凡人 / 菲利普.羅斯
遺愛基列 / 瑪莉蓮.羅賓遜
當女人是一隻鳥 : 關於聲音的54篇變奏曲 / 泰莉.坦貝斯特.威廉斯
能不能請你安靜點? / 瑞蒙.卡佛
村上收音機 / 村上春樹
村上收音機. 2, 大蕪菁、難挑的酪梨 / 村上春樹
我愛廚房 / 吉本巴娜娜
哀愁的預感/ 吉本芭娜娜
鶇/ 吉本芭娜娜
轉機 : 勒瑰恩十五篇跨次元旅行記 / 娥蘇拉.勒瑰恩
一定會很開心 / 中島京子
這一次,你該捨不得的是自己 / 婕咪.瓦克斯曼
意外的管書人生 : 監獄圖書館員歷險記 / 阿維.史坦伯格
創作者的日常生活 / 梅森.柯瑞
 
2017.09.16 Sat
Hell no.
 
2017.08.25 Fri
Hey too much gay sense in British novel, OMG.
 
2017.07.15 Sat


Pray - JRY feat.Rooty

I've playing with my demons
Making troubles for yourself
And these days are far from over

You know I can't help myself
I love coming for you baby
And it's killing me inside
I've been dying for you baby
Almost every single night

Forget the words I'm saying
I know that I've been cruel
I pray for peace
Tell me why don't you

Oh I pray
I know that I've been cruel
Oh I pray
I know that what I do

I've been losing my religion
Making trouble for myself
And these nights are getting longer
You know I just need your help
I keep running for you baby
And it's eating me alive
I'll be dying for you baby
'Till you'll bring me back to life

Forget the words I'm saying
I know that I've been cruel
I pray for peace
Tell me why don't you

Oh I pray
I know that I've been cruel
Oh I pray
I know that what I do

I wanna throw it all away
For tonight, and the day another day
It's just you and me
And I'm on my knees
Would you pray for me
Would you pray pray pray pray

Oh I pray
I know that I've been cruel
Oh I pray
I know that what I do

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The very only one song that I found good in Fifty Shades Darker. Such a shame because the previous movie has quite much great songs.
 
2017.04.20 Thu
秘書這工作真是無聊斃了,毫無進步空間與價值,以上。

And I can't even fuckin sure my English will improve. FUCK.
 
2017.03.24 Fri
我這周還沒寫東西,哈哈XDDDDDD是有想寫的東西啦XD關於Finn與Poe,一點點Ben。
真不敢相信我這腦子還能迷戀上這SW家族,真恥XDDDDDDDDDD
 
2017.03.19 Sun
Today is the end of the Republic.
The end of a regime that acquiesces to disorder.
At this very moment, in a system far from here the New Republic lies to the galaxy while secretly supporting the treachery of the loathsome Resistance.
This fierce machine which you have built upon which we stand will bring an end to the Senate!
To their cherished fleet!
All remaining systems will bow to the First Order!
And will remember this...

Fire!
 
2017.03.10 Fri
[SW7/Kylux] 荒唐詩篇

Ben/Hux, Poe/Hux
現代AU

※建議看過電影Paterson再閱讀,情節帶入有。
※隱肢體暴力,請小心食用!:)

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他從槍管口救下了茱麗葉,在只有附近鄰居飯後問津的昏黃酒吧。

這個實質上更像群聚眾賭社區公園的存在裡,發生這種情愛糾葛倒不見怪,但估計明早就會傳得沸沸揚揚,畢竟拿假槍威嚇人這檔子事也只有喜劇演員幹得出來。

羅密歐被老闆丟出門前,還功頌若無愛、人生豈不了無意義等云云,生活真刺激。
在心跳慢慢平息,腦中的嗡鳴漸弱後、Ben才好好注意了獲救的對象。

紅頭髮、綠眼睛、高高佻佻,被熱愛莎士比亞的前飛行員前男友搞得出了名,聲名顯赫的茱麗葉。比起以純真愛情的少女之名,在推擠拉扯的鬧劇後的樣子,看起來更適合被稱為半醉的女巫。從蔥蔥鬱鬱的森林裡混進人堆中,被酒精攪渾氣血,道德規範模糊的妖物,擅長招惹一身鮮腥且享樂其中。

雖然大部分都是從別人口裡聽來的。但從對方臉上悽慘卻還帶著的奇異滿足感的微笑裡,他猜想多半相去不遠。

「謝了,大英雄。」
「不、沒甚麼。」
「速度真快啊Ben。」酒吧老闆朝他倆推了兩杯,順勢拍了他的肩。
「反射動作而已,我還以為那是真槍。」
「你看起來比Poe還害怕。」

他的確是,他只是比一般人多了一些面對暴力與恐懼的經驗。他都快忘記以前有多熟練。

「我知道你,你是開運輸機的,Ben?」
「是。」
「Hux。」
「嗨Hux。」

跟Hux握手像是在撫摸蛇尾,滑溜又帶著冰涼的薄繭。Ben按耐著禮貌,告訴自己不能太快把自己肥厚的指掌收回,否則像是在拒絕好意或邀約。

「Ben是小名?全名是?」
「Benjamin、Benjamin Solo。」
「所以你也是個Solo。Han Solo是你甚麼人?親戚?」
「我是他兒子。」
「我不知道他有兒子。不過我見過他傳說中的女朋友。歐迦納將軍,是個很棒的女人。」
「那是我媽。」
「哇噢,抱歉。」
「沒事。」

「所以你父母都是英雄。」

剛好是,Ben想。不曉得該怎麼回答。
住在一個總出著名軍方將領的城鎮,散個步都能遇上退伍軍人與他們的親屬後裔,他自己只是個開運輸飛船的無名小卒,而眼前這個跟前名飛行員約會約出聲望的男人讓他很難接話。

Hux見他不回應,握著酒起身繞過撞球桌,在點唱機台選了首不太符合酒吧氣氛的舞曲,再隨著樂曲搖搖晃晃的坐回Ben身邊。

「關於你父母,如果冒犯了我很抱歉。總之就…敬安納金。」
「敬安納金。」

他們對著吧台後貼滿整座牆的偉人剪報舉杯致意,附近座位的人聽見後,也習慣性的稀稀落落致敬了幾句。

Hux眼眸裡反射的霓虹光彩讓Ben想替他填一首詩。用上酸澀挖苦、跟甜美沾不了邊的直白句子。
即便Ben對他的認識,還不足以描繪他的靈魂與肉身,但南瓜顏色的茱麗葉這半個夜晚的插曲,夠他敘述上半個月。

「你要送我回家嗎?」

「可能不行,我明天六點半上工。」Ben的確考慮了,但他想Hux畢竟是男性,應該沒問題。

下一秒Hux瞪著眼,評斷智商的方式看著他。

「明天星期六。」
「噢。」

於是Ben跟著Hux走了。他把BB8留在了酒吧外側水管,反正這狗多半沒人想要。
目的地其實就五分鐘不到的路程而已,他原本以為Hux是住在更要有錢的南區,他的口音跟儀態充斥著那裡政客身價的味道。


Ben享受了一場堪稱他人生史詩級別的愉悅性愛。


他記得好多好多吻,還有好長好長又好好摸的腿。
腦袋的組成大概只剩糜爛的糊糊,身上是酒精半退與濃厚的體味。

「我才不是甚麼小淫娃。大家都搞錯了。」Hux一邊套著褲腳一邊說。「我們只是很小的時候就認識了,不過Poe以為鬧得轟轟烈烈就是愛情,要解釋得讓他清醒,太累了。」

根據Ben到現在還維持著前半個小時的姿勢無法移動,他推論與普通人相比,Hux算得上是挺荒淫無度的,不過他不敢說。
但他可能會寫下來,一個擅長肢體之樂的成熟南瓜。

「好了。我要走了。」
「啊?」
「我不住這,這裡是Poe的家。」

Ben從床上嚇得彈起身來,環視了周遭。難怪進門時踩到地板的劇本及書堆的違和,倒是說得通。

「你又沒問,」Hux看上去絲毫不愧咎,也許就一點點。「這裡也比較近。」
「我也一起走。」
「你該待下來,說不定Poe回來看到你會很開心。他很崇拜Han Solo。」

Hux摳著牆上泛黃的空軍招生舊海報邊角,半打量著Ben穿衣服。這時候他的臉上反而升了點羞赧之色,看上去微妙的年輕可愛。

「我不喜歡我爸。」
「我也是。」
「我也不喜歡空軍。」
「我也是,但你開運輸機呢。」
「總是要有人送食物載垃圾的。另外那是我外公的遺物。」

他們倆一齊走出公寓的大門,在清晨的深青天色裡呼吸了今天第一口新鮮空氣。
Ben把外套拉鍊拉緊,清涼的感覺讓他肺部有點搔癢,平日總是沉澱的情緒彷彿也感染上了新的朝氣。

「你知道天行者安納金,他的第一份工作就是開運輸機的嗎?」

「跟我說說更多吧。」


End.

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Pumpkin

My little pumpkin,
I like to think about other girls sometimes,
But the truth is
if you ever left me
I’d tear my heart out
and never put it back.
There’ll never be anyone like you.
How embarrassing.

(源自電影Paterson)
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聽Paterson原聲Willie West-I'm Still A Man (Lord Have Mercy)-Instrumental的時候腦袋突然就浮起來這個鬆軟的橋段XD

結局是Poe負氣把BB8偷抱走了,遇上有錢人南區自殺失敗的警察Finn。Ben如果你要說他是收垃圾的我也不反對XD跟Hux在一起後以Kylo Ren為筆名出道。(有時候Hux會燒他的詩取暖,就偶爾XD)
雖然不明顯,但這裡設定軍人Han退伍後是會打小孩的,是的,對不起。然後他和Leia也沒有結過婚。
安納金是市裡出了名的戰爭英雄,不過鮮少人知道他是Leia的父親,Ben會讓Hux知道的。

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2017.03.06 Mon
今年的新年新希望除了工作還沒有計畫,現在正好可以來安排一下。

■定存(台幣3/英鎊1)。
■英文進修-IELTS單字&讀寫進步到6.0。
■一個月10本書。
■一周一篇文。
■一周一張圖。
■精油知識(中英文)。

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一直覺得要找外商的工作對未來才有幫助,面試過一輪以後才體悟外商頭但台灣人腦是沒辦法的,薪水也是。(30K以下怎麼活XD)後來想想媽的我之前不就做台灣企業還是在英國找到工作了嗎?機運阿機運。閒暇時候要好補充自己了,生於憂患死於安樂。真的。
 
2017.03.06 Mon
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2017.03.06 Mon

Kylo拒絕了四次相親,而一次他沒有。

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好想寫XD
 
2017.03.04 Sat
Depressed for two days, with bloody monthly cramps, finally feel better now.
Switch the emotional colour here for temporary.

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I had a weird dream last night.
I am carrying, almost 7 months (I guess), but the terrible pain causes me lying in a hospital. My family says it's fine to give birth for but I refuse as it still seems too early.
Maybe I read too much Kylux mpreg fic in recent, but I felt so bloated.
When I woke up, I found the pain was actually from my period.
No wonder that feeling was so vivid.
 
2017.03.03 Fri
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Kylo的枕頭,聞起來像是他失敗的複製人。

汗漬未乾的涼潮之氣,靠近之前就魯莽橫直地撞入鼻腔;銹鹹銹鹹、還帶點受太陽焦炙過頭的沙漠土礫味道。

味太重了。
賀爾蒙分泌的也太旺盛,明明他們昨晚甚麼也沒做。

Hux側了側臉,頭往自己的枕心更靠入些,從這個角度看得到暗色的水痕,他不是很想沾染到。

他半清醒的幻想在對方枕頭灑上一把鹽,白白的顆粒鋪平,花一小段時間把氣味收拾,然後裝入空瓶存起來擺放。

標籤:智障的味道。
不,智障滋味;或是智障的臭氣。

Hux翻了身,把另外那側的棉被一鼓腦捲到自己雙腿之間的位置,夾夾晃晃。在與暖意一起逐漸升起的好情緒裡闔眼,沉回房中那股像帶膜泡泡一樣環繞的、安然的氣息。

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(Kylo必須要剪短髮了,否則很快會有加齡臭的。XD


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2017.03.01 Wed
At least I have never regretted about my previous jobs I had chosen for.

(And seriously? I must have neat-freak about morality. No racist please.)

Can't believe that I was burst in tears now only because this.
I wasn't sad about the interview but felt sorry for the interviewer. How pathetic of her. How shame.Such easy to lose your own respect, doesn't you?
 
2017.02.21 Tue
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Got this first order travel mug from ASOS Christmas sale in a fascinating value, yesterday my dad opened the box said he wants one too...either my brother. I have no idea how to get more as it was sold out...

Hey DAD, who ever told me he doesn't like star wars??? Huh?!
I guess I can get a Darth Vader travel mug to him. That's what he deserved for. :)
 
2017.02.21 Tue
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I'm crying. I've just received a love gift from my favorite manager and a friend!! A Pandora bracelet!!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMG I am so soooo moved!!!! Can't believe they secretly prepared a gift, and not even mention they sent to Taiwan!! Bless them!!
Thank God let me met them, also lots UK friends, it's my dearest pleasure.
I will wear it all the time, as the memory and the promise I had made. I will be back.

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Immediately purchased another pandora charms to match this lovely gift, definitely the Pandora Pudsey!!!!
Last year was the very first time that children in need to cooperate with pandora, which they launched a first limited edition Pudsey bear pandora charm, as the pic you should easy see below.
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YEAH a face. Just a face. LOL(the right side is this year's, with whole body,)
I couldn't get the 2016 one because they were not delivery aboard from the UK. So sad.
But this year! they allow the US to sell it! And send to TAIWAN! YEAH!! Although I wouldn't for sure if the Children in need could receive a part of the money from Pandora as they do the sale price??? I hope they still do so.
Can't wait for it!!!
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2017.02.20 Mon
每天都在取消關注的按鈕上掙扎,喜歡的作品跟作者本人之間的鴻溝太深了,例子不勝枚舉。
負面又頹廢、或是反道德反社會。原本是因為文筆的推敲之美而喜歡上的,竟然在日記與日常相處下看見這種面貌,我不行啊。
對於陌生人我是挺沒期待的,親友也是,然後反而會因為相處而發現他們偶爾閃閃發亮的一面而開心。(觀點上我大概是站於人性本"易惡"的角度在讀人的);可是比零期待還要更扣分的舉止言行真是...不是很想浪費我寶貴的時間繼續看下去。
真傲慢哈。
不過我本來這足夠的空間就是要繼續容納那些美好的人間風景的,NG的穢物就只好掰掰啦。不能在這個宇宙給你權力影響我周遭的空氣啊,我們就不要再見啦!

(講到這個,村上春樹在我眼裡是很真的存在,雖然已經好一陣子沒看他書,但是他如日記般的散文真是純粹的性格行為寫照,是我一直無法忘懷的珍貴印象。)

(也是有其他作者,但是要一一數點有點疲倦,以後吧?)